the apple tree

This is starting to scare me. I took a nap today like I usually do, but it was like when I half-dreamt about Tullia. This time, though, I was actually pondering a deep philosophical question in my tangle of half-sleep and getting really distressed over it. Now that I'm awake now I don't remember what the question was nor why it was bothering me so much. It's like a vague empty shadow of a memory and the only thing it left behind was a small headache from thinking so much.